i heart you! XD

JLO: that was sexy, baby..

ME: i heart you, baby... wahaahhaaaa lolz XD

Goodbye, Colton. Hello, Phillip Phillips! XD

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PHILLIP PHILLIPS

American Idol Top 7 Redux

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it.is.over.

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little darlings

Little darlings, you make me forget the world to pause to laugh and smile :)

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Monday

Amazing how God has designed humanity to spend nearly 1/3  of our lives sleeping. That is a large portion of our existence essentially doing nothing - and to forget about anything for awhile.

Hello Monday. Let us go work again until the photos bleed. lol.

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whew.

the.longer.the.distance.goes.the.clearer.letting.go.speaks.

Undone.

I haven't written for a long time. 4 years, 3 years, maybe that long - i put blogging down for one main reason. literally. Past blogging were hurtful times - pouring out of emotions without a halt and was just a free flowing thinking of whatever my emotions speak. I am afraid to to be that writer again. I literally turned my back on it. I have had a few different blogs before and those were my immature days. Gone were those days. I had moved on and faced a new, different chapter in my life i thought i would never have to hold. By God's grace. By His loving hands and a few people in my life who truly loved me and supported me in prayers. Oh well, you might be thinking "huh? what were those days?" Days of immaturity and days of molding my character. Terrible. But i have won that battle because of Jesus =..)

And i am undone yet. I mean, i have overcome those part in my life of quarter life crisis and all. But i am undone yet spiritually speaking - there are still many things that need to be refined - character building is not at all once in a lifetime. It is a continuous process of failing, learning, overcoming and maturing - in different seasons of time and in different life stages. I have just entered a 3rd decade in this life, quite different from being a teenager and exploring the world of career and all. This age is more focused on looking up to the next hype of career - all stability mindset. No jokes. No experiments. No chances. No going back to the old ways of planning immaturely. It is all wise thinking now. Stability. I don't mean to say this is applicable to everyone who is at this age. I don't know. I cannot speak for everyone. But for me who is young and fresh in this stage of life, i see it this way. Because i feel and think of it this way. I am more time conscious, career conscious, goal oriented. And nobody can put me down. No one. Haha. I cannot be fooled anymore. Do not play games with me. I won't even dare listen - not even a word from you if i discern you grabbing something from what i have or observe you  taking advantage of me . Haha. This is just the way i think now. Gone were the days of being "S". S? Try to google research the DISC personalities so you would know. I am too lazy to explain each, it would take me another entry to do so. Haha :)

Now why i am writing, all of sudden - what could have triggered me to write down words from my soul again. A silent "whew" for that. It is just that i am going through some heart challenges that is quite unbearable. Funny that i am this emotional because i have not been too emotional after a few years of not blogging anymore. And for sometimes that i went through some turmoils in life in the process, i had faced them all with so much strength to handle, strong that i had not to tell anyone for help but God alone. And i could move on with courage. Still standing. But these past few days, something came up that my heart could not bear. Forgive me for sharing a little bit now of my emotions but i suspect not so many know this blog at all. And most of my entries are not publicized in FB. And NO. I am not linking up this one. XD This is just me and myself writing, talking, expressing. If somebody gets to stumble upon this entry, that person could be one of the kapwa bloggers posted on the right side of this blog site. They are the only ones who actually know this blog and not all would by chance think of visiting this everyday. Haha. So this entry is just a gasp of air. Here today, on the main page. Gone tomorrow and thrown into the archives, no one would ever think to read or browse. Haha :) Unless someone is interested to look though :) Be quiet if that is you. lol.

Well........these days. I have been literally quiet. I changed my FB name. I had my hair cut. I watched a movie alone. I was very quiet in FB. And still quiet now. I put some space between me and the world for awhile. Well, i am unsure if this is for awhile since i am still going through it. I could not even decipher when this will be over. Pain could not be measure how long it will last unless there is a quick medication for this like paracetamol or ointment. The difference is that, this pain is not a physical pain. It is an invisible pain. Being quiet has just been my only defense to breathe. Sad but my heart also refused to look at Him for aide. My heart is too proud to seek anyone's companion. I only wanted me and this pain. Maybe for awhile. Or maybe, because, i think that i can manage this alone. I will process this alone. I need to process this alone. And if i am over with processing, then maybe, i am ready to talk to Him. And talk to Him again like a child. I hope soon. I want Him soon. It will come soon. I will.

Now this entry is getting long, i did not even notice a lot of words are already shared. I am afraid to move on a little further. I am not yet ready. But I hope that soon i will be able to write again. That one thing. I would stop here now and leave you hanging in a few more days. Hopefully not too long. I could not tell when. But i will when i am triggered again to write about that one thing. There is a silent turmoil going on around, people do not even notice. Whew. I am surprised. I just expressed myself. I wrote. Literally!

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breakups

Breakups don't always mean the other one was bad 

or we didn't love each other - it could just be…we were too different. 

- Heart Evangelista

aaawww

Words from a groom to a bride moved me to tears while watching one of Bob's videos. Aaaaaww.. what a sweet man =....)


GROOM: Lea, there can be a hundred more things i can promise you but i only want you to remember this - i will always make you fall in love with me... even if it means buying you a Hermes or LV bag.


Take note of the highlighted words. Those moved me, not the hermes or LV bag. Wahahahaaha XD


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Whaaaaaat??!!!!

Jessica Sanchez eliminated???!!!!

I can't believe this! Naiyak ako XD

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Hugs!

i sigh with you. 

i feel the pain with you. 

i hope with you. 

i breathe with you. 

i think of the brighter days ahead with you. 

and i pray with you. 

i move on with you.

=...)

true.

A picture is worth a thousand words.

Napoleon Bonaparte

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Breathe Again

Sara Bareilles - Breathe Again

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Car is parked, bags are packed, 
but what kind of heart doesn't look back
At the comfortable glow from the porch, 
the one I will still call yours?
All those words came undone 
and now I'm not the only one
Facing the ghosts that decide 
if the fire inside still burns

All I have, all I need, he's the air 
I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, 
still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping 
someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again

Open up next to you 
and my secrets become your truth
And the distance between 
that was sheltering me comes in full view
Hang my head, break my heart 
built from all I have torn apart
And my burden to bear is a love 
I can't carry anymore

All I have, all I need, 
he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, 
still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday 
I'll breathe again

Oh, It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you
Yeah, it hurts to be here
What am I gonna do?

All I have, all I need, 
he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching
All I have, all I need, 
he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, 
and still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping 
someday I'll breathe again

I'll breathe again, 
I'll breathe again, 
I'll breathe again, 
I'll breathe again,
I'll breathe again, 
I'll breathe again






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Waaaaahhh

My favorite 2 performances. Overwhelming!

COLTON DIXON

Nakakainlaaaaaaaab. Haist. Love his voice XD

JESSICA SANCHEZ

Wooooooh. She's not a contestant. She's a great artist! XD 

Amazing voice for a 16 year old XD.

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v.o.i.d

My TOP 3!

I can't wait for the American Idol Top 8 Performances tonight!

Here's my TOP 3!

JESSICA SANCHEZ 

COLTON DIXON

PHILLIP PHILLIPS

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Taking Off.

 I watch out my window as the planes take off into space. Oh, that i could fly away and start fresh.

But i must realize that fresh starts also come in the pretty wrapped gift called tomorrow.

[ i love my new hair XD]

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NOT

l it l is l not l funny l

[dont.laugh.at.my.emotions]










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LATELY - Colton Dixon

One of my favorite songs that Colton Dixon performed in American Idol :)
Ay mali. Nagustuhan ko ang song na ito because he sang it beautifully, nakakainlab XD :)

Lately, I have had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
Yet the thought of losing you's been hanging
'round my mind

Far more frequently you're wearing perfume
With you say no special place to go
But when I ask will you be coming back soon
You don't know, never know

Well, I'm a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
‘Cause they always start to cry
‘Cause this time could mean goodbye

Lately I've been staring in the mirror
Very slowly picking me apart
Trying to tell myself I have no reason
with your heart

Just the other night while you were sleeping
I vaguely heard you whisper someone's name
But when I ask you of the thoughts your keeping
You just say nothing's changed

Well, I'm a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
‘Cause they always start to cry
‘Cause this time could mean goodbye, goodbye

Oh, I'm a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
‘Cause they always start to cry
‘Cause this time could mean goodbye


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Bob Nicolas is Love :)

Your videos always move me to tears, manong Bob! :)


For me, you are THE BEST Filipino Wedding Videographer! :)



GREAT VIDEOS here :)





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Short Hair :)

The Advantages of Having Short Hair

FROM: http://voices.yahoo.com/the-advantages-having-short-hair-202891.html?cat=69

Easy to maintain
Short hair does not require a lot of maintenance. It can be washed and styled in a small amount of time. This makes life much easier for many people. It is especially helpful during busy days when you do not have a lot of time to spend on your hair. Life's responsibilities can take up a lot of hours in a day. Mothers and those who have a lot of daily tasks can benefit from having short hair.

This is one of the advantages of having short hair. It allows for more time to spend doing other things. Short hair can also come in handy for women and men who take their time getting dressed for a special occasion or daily departure. There are many women who take hours to get themselves ready for work or a night out on the town. A good portion of this time is usually spent on hair styling. Short hair can make this process much easier.

More Enjoyable in the summer
The heat during summer season can sometimes be unbearable. Men who have had long hair in the winter months may cut it in the summer. Some women do the same. Those who have long hair will usually try to style it in a way that keeps the heat from bothering them. These styles may include braiding and pony tails. People who have a lot of hair tend to be uncomfortable in the summer. This is another advantage of having short hair.

More Versatile
Short hair allows one to have more styling options. Women with short hair can wear extensions or wigs if they want to have a longer hairstyle. They can also remove these additional pieces when they want to go back to shorter hair. However, women who have long hair are confined to long hairstyles. If they desire shorter style, they will have to consider making drastic changes to their hair.

This usually includes cutting the hair. It is a decision that one cannot reverse overnight. People with shorter hairstyles are able to be versatile with their appearance continuously. That reveals another benefit of short hair. You can choose to have both long and short hair without compromising your look permanently.

Hats can be worn in the winter time and there are no extra steps required to enjoy the summer season. Short hair also allows for experimentation. It can be colored in styled in various ways. Those who have short hair can also wear natural styles without any necessary maintenance.

Safe and Sound

Taylor Swift
[The Hunger Games]

Taylor Swift - Safe And Sound

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I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, Don't leave me here alone
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window darling
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...




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The Hunger Games!

And so i watched this movie alone this afternoon. Haha. At ang masasabi ko ay... it is undoubtedly one of the best movies i have ever seen!!! As in... woooohhhh! two thumbs up! XD

Naiyak ako.
Nagulat ako.
Nataranta ako.
Nakakakaba.
Natakot ako.
Natawa ako.
Nahirapan ako huminga [lol].
Napanganga ako [XD].
Napa-woow ako.

Ang galing. XD


****NOT for kids. Violent.

Share ko lang FAVORITE LINES ko from the movie XD

I got the photos from the FB page: https://www.facebook.com/thehungergamesmovie

1. Peeta Mellark: So, what happens when we get back?
2. Katniss Everdeen: I don't know. I guess try to forget.
3. Peeta Mellark: I don't want to forget.

"You don't forget the face of the person who was your last hope." - Katniss 

"And i watched you go home...everyday. Everyday."

“It's not necessary. My nightmares are usually about losing you,” he says. 

“I'm okay once I realize you're here.” 

"i wish i could freeze this moment, right here, right now, and live in it forever"

 "Deep in the meadow, hidden far away

A cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray

Forget your woes and let your troubles lay

And when it's morning again, they'll wash away

Here it's safe, here it's warm

Here the daisies guard you from every harm

Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true

Here is the place where I love you."

"You said at the interview you’d had a crush on me forever. When did forever start?"  Katniss 

1. Peeta Mellark: I think about that all the time. How I tossed you that bread.
2. Katniss Everdeen: Peeta...
3. Peeta Mellark: I should have gone to you. I should have just gone out into the rain..

 "I am not pretty. I am not beautiful. I am as radiant as the sun."

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Ikaw? Napanood mo rin? Anong say mo? XD

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